Love...

        Love. What does this word mean? It can be "I love you", but do you really love this person? It can be "I love this shirt", but do you really love it? I have fallen in love once, but it was not real love for this person. He told me good things, told me that I was beautiful, that I was one of the most important people in his life. We were in the same English course, Thomas, and one day I sent him a letter, telling him that I loved him. On this day we started our relashionship. But we were at the end of the year, and in the next year our English class stopped existing. The year started, he studied in the same school as me, but he studies in the afternoon an I study in the morning.
        I started doing English in a class earlier than the other, and we still see each other and stay togheter. But at the end of the year we fought for the first time. We spent three or four months without talking. Then, in February of 2011, I sent him an e-mail apologinzing for making him wait for me in the library. He sent me an aswer apologizing for his behavior too. So we stayed friends but in June he sended me an e-mail asking why I was going to my last school( I have changed school because of High School), he told me that no one in that school wanted to see me and I didn't have any friends at my new school. The thing was: I had friends missing me at my other school and I had a lot of new friends at my new school. And the e-mail was written like he had never loved me. Like the seven things that he liked in me could be just words. Like every time that he kissed me was just a kiss with no feelings. Like every time that he said "I love you!" was just like words without any feeling.
        Now I am writing this with something that makes me feel sad and now I am not so sad at all, because I know I can count on my friends. I love everyone of them and the help that they are giving to me I promisse I will never forget.